another terrible day! ok.. it didnt start off too badly. but it went south from the moment i reversed my dad's car into the street light! i feel so screwed. ok... im now officially awaiting punishment. realised i couldnt keep it under wraps for long, he was sure to see the huge dent on his bumper. i tink i m gonna be banned from using the car indefinitely! that really sux big time. i just love driving the car in the night. great way to spend some alone time! its a time to relax and reflect. looks like that wont be happening anytime soon!

ever woken up to feel like this could be the worse day of your life? yep.. thats me! well... i got up today feeling like a total klutz. and i was totally right. first discovery of the day... well... more like a rude shock... my external hard disk has crashed! boy am i screwed.... the term paper that i have finally completed after 3 days of not sleeping has reduced to a blank document. great! and it gets worse! 100gb of important data gone totally. e1 has been telling me that its virtually impossible to retrieve the data... i feel like dying. :X PLEASE... if anyone knows of any geniuses that can help me retrieve the data, i would be soo grateful! 

one cannot help but feel that the day couldnt get worse after such a bad start to the day. e1 knows the worse kind of rship to maintain is the kind where ur gf and u are geographically separated. so after 6 months of separation, one would think that this long awaited date couldnt be more perfect. well, you couldnt be more wrong. waited for 2hours in the sweltering heat at the park, b4 she finally turned up... oh wait! wat could have happened.... she forgot the time while shopping with her friends! well... i feel so important! not that i m petty, but there was no apology or even guilt. and she still expects me to treat her like a princess... all the time! can u believe it?! :X somehow, it feels like i m the only one trying to sustain this relationship. sometimes i wonder whether its worth it, maybe i m silly, maybe its one sided, maybe its just not meant to be... i really dono... but i really hate to change my life even tho i hate it. i m scared to face new challenges. i feel cowardly...

to sum of this wonderful day, i got a huge lecture from my dad when i got home. well... wats new... i got a speeding ticket... this sucks. i just got my licence, i cant afford more demerit points or my hard earned licence could be evoked. sigh...... personally i wish i could just shut my eyes and slp... get over this torrid day. but of cos.. thats impossible. i now have to rush out my assignment that was destroyed unceremoniously by my crashed hard disk. lord save me! feeling like a total failure now... k... back to work.........

finally... the time has come where the exams are nearing... funny... but i am not the least bit nervous. maybe its bcos the hectic projects have ended, and i am looking forward to returning home for the hols. 1 weeks b4 my exams.... and i am still not panicing... afterall, i havent even started preparing for them. i guess i will probably feel the heat soon, and start panicing, and start trying to cram all the rubbish into my saturated brains. but i guess i have try to start reading these thick useless books now.

ps: ppl who are suffering from insomia? i have the perfect cure for u!!! just get a textbook on financial accounting! i guarantee that you will fall aslp within secs!!!